St. Augustine the towels in the room are old, thin, the rough transgress from this Spanish dream to your old sin, hung like moss in the limbs off our balcony, and the pool is facet blue with leaves, tree shadows rippling the late lobby light, the blind clerk, pleased to announce his town, racks of cards that squeak, new combs, pens, daylight purring the travelers to a tired ferment the little red light of the all-night coffee machine, white cups stacked then the deacon, stirring us up in the rosy hue, wide shouldered, urging---familiar?---avoid it, avoid sin we know you soaked all day in the girls Augustine, and had more wine than was good for you Across the cool piazza she comes, you open her tunic and her breasts sling loose like great fish, to the left the right, blunt nippled eyes glistening with that hue and cry like his own moist caul at birth, the sweet decline of skin to mirth. Is there anything louder than the whispering clash of egos, Augie thought. He remembered his father, his mother as he sat idly in Tagaste, blurred with desire, giving himself up to pleasure with all the vehemence of an ardent nature. That's what the books say, who can know? She pressed the wafer into my hands, tremulously it felt. I took wine from the cup, then got up. Walking back to my car, the sun caught the breeze. Trees sighed. Worlds die. Pleasure fattens you to confess.


© Copyright 2006 Peter Chapman

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